nuha nuha

sian nuha, she has been not well for almost a weeek.. i stayed up most of the nite to check her temperature n yesterday was the highest.. gelabah la kannn.. asek siram nuha ngn air tap kepalanye...siang tu i already informed papa but papa insisted that was only growth spurt n not to worry.. but i mean after 4 months taking care of nuha, i learnt that nuha is more like: she wont cry n rengek unless something is really wrong.. yeahh thats her motto of life for at least now.. she kept rengek that i don even have time to mandi, yak yak, solat pun very the expresss..makan apetah lg la kan watever sempat i lontar into mulut.berus gigi rasenye terlupe terus kot..so last nite bile temp  cecah 38.9, i dun think its growth spurt.. n paginye she cirit n muntah in d afternoon that me n mama su decided to bring her to an nur.. alhamdulillah she s getting better n hopefully she will be active again soon, 

me myself i looked disaster.. 5 years ago i think i d never imagine i looked like this..my body felt like i am taking exams for a  week without any day break..even my mum who dropped by told me again n again dun forget to uruskan diri... rase cam nak terkeluar air mate pulaa.. but tonite seeing nuha smiling brightlyy gives me just a pure satisfaction.. my disaster body worth it .. alhamdulillah